Last night I had the best night of my life. I was surrounded by my favorite people, we hit a few clubs out in LA, and had SO SO much fun.
Dancing is kinda my escape right now. I can’t seem to get enough of it.
It was just the best to hangout with my favorite people on the planet and dance the night away. Getting lost in the music.
Not gonna lie, I was dressed fairly skanky. I almost changed like five times, but I told myself… ya know what? I work really flipping hard for my body… and if I can pull it off right now, what harm is it doing? I’m just having fun!
I kinda wish I had more pictures from last. We probably should’ve taken a nice picture before but we forgot. Then afterwards we were too sweaty, gross, and gone. All of the videos I was able to get off my friends were drunken blurry messes, but we had TONS of fun.
At one point my buddy Eric and I went outside to cool off for a minute and we had this great conversation. He was like “What the fuck, you have changed SO MUCH. I feel like you’re this whole new person that I don’t even know anymore.” and we had this really big heart to heart about life, change, and growth.
He’s right, I have changed a lot. I don’t really even recognize myself. Well, the important parts are still the same. I just feel… freed. I laugh so easily, I’m still super driven and go after everything I want, but instead of chasing work- I feel like I’m chasing having the best life ever and making the best out of every moment. Completely confident in my own skin, loving life, taking all the chances, and having a blast.
Then my best friend joined in and was like “This is probably my favorite version of you.” which meant a lot to me. She’s seen me through so fucking much. We haven’t always been crazy close, but she’s always been there for me when I needed her.
A lot has changed. I have changed. My life isn’t perfect, but I’m so grateful for every second of it. Even the hardest and darkest parts. I feel like I’m seeing this part of myself I’ve never really seen before, and I love it.
I loved dancing the night away with my friends, singing the lyrics to each other at the top of our lungs. I loved how He looked at me with pure lust. The way I’d wrap my arms around his neck and it was like we were transported to our own world, just me and Him. How he’d keep whispering in my ear “You’re too fucking beautiful.”
We got home somewhere around 3am, and by then I was just this drunken horny ball of energy. We literally just locked the door behind us and shut out the rest of the world. By the time we were done, it was closer to 5am and we just passed out.
I spent the rest of my day mostly sleeping and hungover off my ass. But I got to go to the beach, clean the house, grocery shop, and meal prep. I’m pretty excited about life right now. Here’s to another amazing week! 🍻